I’m so sick of fake people, the ones who want to be involved in church & pretend like they care, and maybe they actually do, but not enough to stop cussing and partying on the weekends, or to actually pursue the heart of Jesus. The church feels so dead here, and aside from one friend, it feels like no one cares enough to revive her and see God’s kingdom truly brought down into our lives, no one who will be bold enough or care enough to get serious about seeing His bride restored here. Yeah, I need to love them all, and I do, but I really just want to surround myself with a better community of people who are trying to live & love like Jesus. I feel like no one in my church understands the depth & passion i have for God & living every second of my life honoring & worshiping him, and it’s frustrating. I just want to move somewhere new & find the kind of community that my heart longs for. Praise him for some of my tumblr friends who can encourage & inspire me!

Opinions on this are very welcome!